Sunday, August 21, 2022

76 #Drive(a)way

Shell rock crunched under the tires as Jon pulled through the gate onto the semi-circular driveway of the summer house.  The woman at his side had been silent under Jesse’s business chatter during the short drive from the airfield.  She’d done nothing more than take in the scenery and chase errant tendrils as they escaped the twist that was magazine perfect at the start of their trip. 

 

Jon was probably an asshole for not asking if she minded riding with the top down, but it wasn’t intentional, and he hoped the oversight didn’t offend her sense of propriety.  She didn’t look irritated but looks could be deceiving with the woman he’d taken as his companion.  Patrician features were schooled into the mask of polite acceptance that he’d spent weeks thinking was her natural expression, but now he knew it was just a veneer.  Beneath it, she could be nervous, anxious, pissed, or tragedy-stricken without anybody being able to guess – including him much of the time. 

 

That’s why, while his son clambered out of the car with the cookie box in hand, Jon nodded toward the luggage and requested, “Grab that, too, would ya, Jess?”

 

“Sure.  Guest house?”

 

That wasn’t the end plan, but there was no point making waves yet. 

 

“Yeah,” Jon confirmed when circling around to open the passenger door.  “How we doin’ so far?  Alright?”

 

Rising from the vehicle with the help of his offered hand, Teddi traded in the polite façade for a genuine smile up into his face.  “Has this turned into a performance?  Because, unless I’m mistaken, that’s been spoken from nearly every stage you’ve taken.”

 

It was the proof he needed to know she wasn’t on the verge of becoming a basket case.  The first hurdle had been cleared, and it invited him to do his own share of teasing while pushing the Chevelle door shut behind her. 

 

“I thought you’d never been to a show?” 

 

“I haven’t, but your fans are faithful in posting footage to YouTube, of which I am an aficionado.  It’s just like being there.”

 

“The hell it is,” he scoffed with a light snort.  “Live music is best experienced live.  Someday, you’ll see.”

 

The smile went tight and flattened for an instant before being replaced with one fueled by sheer etiquette.  “Yes, well let’s first see if I survive your family without going catatonic, shall we?”

 

“You will.  It’s only Jess and Steph, and they’re both leaving before dinner.”

 

Her sunglasses came off, and she fiddled with arms on them, folding them in and out as cornflower irises inspected the length of privacy hedges before ultimately flicking back to find his.  “I’m not only spared your teenagers, but you’re sending the older ones away as well?  This information may have made the trip a little less traumatic for me.”

 

“Might’ve,” he agreed.  “But you still got through it, even believing you were wading into a nest of Bongiovis for the week. Oh, and for the record, I’m not sending anybody anyplace.  They have shit to do for a couple days.  The fact that you get the chance to acclimate in peace is a bonus.”

 

“One that I am exceptionally grateful...”  Her appreciation trailed away as Jon registered the approaching purr of a luxury engine.  They were positioned in such a way that she was able to watch the vehicle’s arrival over his shoulder, and as she did, all pretense of good manners disappeared like the sun behind an angry storm cloud.  Her jaw was tight when grinding out, “Damnation.”

 

Snapping a sharp glance over his shoulder didn’t provide any insight as to who the visitor was, so Jon removed his own sunglasses and pivoted on one foot to get a better look.  It took only a split second for him to register the driver’s eerily similar expression and understand Teddi’s reaction. 

 

“What the fuck is Deidre doing here?”

 

His girlfriend’s cold gaze didn’t melt, but he caught a spark of relief in it before sunglasses were shoved back onto her face.  “I’m incredibly grateful you don’t know the answer to that question.”

 

Deidre shifted the Mercedes into park to do the opposite, removing her Jackie Onassis lenses and revealing another eerily similar expression – Teddi’s veneer of politeness.  The two women resembled one another more strongly in person than in his mind, with the exception that Teddi was softer.  Even her blueblood demeanor wasn’t as frigid as that of the woman swinging bare legs out of the car.  She smoothed one hand over a short white dress and waggled the fingers of the other as glacial eyes cut Teddi to ribbons. 

 

This bitch didn’t like her sister – at all.  Her stroll was predatory, if that made any sense, and instinct had Jon placing himself in the path between them.  Teddi, however, showed no fear.  She might be intimidated by strangers and the public at large, but the socialite who propped a hip against his Chevelle’s rear fender exuded nothing but disdain.

 

Disdain that was mirrored in Deidre’s piercing gaze, although she tried to neutralize it when shifting to him. 

 

“Hello, Jon,” she drawled familiarly, without verbally acknowledging Teddi’s presence. “I hope you don’t mind my dropping by again.” 

 

“Deidre,” he acknowledged, being neither rude nor friendly.  “Did you forget something in the guest house?”

 

“Oh, no.  Nothing like that.  I just had such a nice time...”  She delicately cleared her throat to make room for the innuendo.  “...visiting you this past week that I couldn’t bear going back to Boston.  A friend agreed to sublet her cottage to me for the rest of the summer, so I’m staying just down the road.”

 

How fucking spectacular.  It wasn’t enough to spend a week dodging her unwanted advances; now he had to watch his ass – or watch her watching his ass – for the rest of the summer.  At least he wasn’t obligated to be sociable to her anymore. 

 

“Nice.  Hope you enjoy it.  Sorry to cut this short, but they’re waiting for us inside.”

 

That fake smile tightened at the corners, and her left eye twitched, but those were Deidre’s only obvious signs of displeasure.  She was perfectly amicable when assuring, “Of course.  We’ll have plenty of opportunity to chat in the coming days.  I thought perhaps we could go to Ron’s party together next weekend.”

 

What the fuck was this woman thinking?  Was she truly that delusional or simply building a fantasy smokescreen for her sister’s benefit?  He was sorely tempted to say Teddi would be his date, but that required forcing the two to interact, which could get ugly.  Did he feign ignorance about their relationship, or address it head-on?  Which would sit better with Teddi?

 

Taking her anxiety into consideration wasn’t something he could do without effort yet, but it turned out that he didn’t need to.

 

“Hello, Deidre,” she said, stepping around him so that no part of her was shielded.  “I’ll assume you didn’t see me standing here since your manners are too impeccable to snub me in front of witnesses.”

 

On cue, the taller and colder of the two brought a hand to her throat, covering the jewelry there in a gesture of phony surprise.    

 

“Aunt Theodosia, is that you?  Oh my, it’s been so long!  Of course I wouldn’t snub you!  I didn’t recognize you behind those sunglasses.” 

 

Aunt Theodosia?  Either they really did stick to the script of Teddi only being family as Randolph’s adoptive sister, or Deidre was trying to emphasize her younger age. 

 

“Jon, how in the world did you meet our family recluse?  Poor thing been cloistered inside her home since Uncle Truman died, and to be honest...”  She lifted the hand from her neck to place it along one side of her mouth and speak to Jon in an aside.  “...I’m surprised the poor thing hasn’t wet her pants.  She’s so excitable, and always had an unhealthy obsession with you, if you know what I mean.”

 

“Stop it, Deidre,” Teddi ordered.  “He knows more about me than you do.  What want to know is where you got that necklace.”

 

Well, that escalated quickly, not that Jon was complaining.  As long as this unscheduled confrontation didn’t turn his companion into a quivering ball of nerves, he was content to cross his arms and watch the drama unfold.  They may not need Pierce’s brother to solve this mystery, after all.   

 

“My necklace?”  Oddly enough, that bit of drama seemed genuine.  She was legitimately caught off guard, with instinctive fingers reaching up to clasp the locket.  “It was a gift.”

 

“From whom?” 

 

It didn’t take long to gather her wits and drop the locket, throwing both shoulders back and tilting her chin upward.  “Why is it of so much interest to you?”

 

“Because it was my mother’s and hasn’t been seen since her death.”

 

Deidre’s bluster faltered.  Badly.  The blood drained from her cheeks, and she took an involuntary step backward that made Jon willing to bet his Grammy she hadn’t known before this very minute.  She had believed the “recently inherited family heirloom” was inherited from her family and not Teddi’s. 

 

Drawing a deep breath, she purposely redirected her attention from Teddi to Jon.  “I feel it only fair to warn you... she’s not only the family recluse; she’s mentally ill.  My brother and I have discussed having her committed.  For her own good, of course.”

 

“If you plan to try it, please remember my condition hasn’t changed since I signed legal contracts two weeks ago.  I’m no lawyer, but I presume that mental incompetence might affect the legality of selling my Peabody share to Endicott.”

 

Jon tired not to smirk in Deidre’s face, but the corner of his mouth had different ideas and was determined to dig into his right cheek.  Not only was Teddi showing no symptoms of anxiety, she was motherfucking brilliant without missing a beat. 

 

“You may find this amusing now, Mr. Bon Jovi, but rest assured that she will be nothing but an embarrassment to you, just as she is to our family.  Do you remember the humiliation you suffered with that Buffalo football team?  I’m sure she didn’t divulge her part in that, but it’s exactly the type of situation you can expect you to find yourself in again.”

 

“Are you threatening me?” Jon asked with deceptive calm, knowing that he’d take this woman out at the knees if she came near any of his business holdings. 

 

“Threatening?”  Her innocent act wasn’t to be believed, but she still sought to sell it with a cheerfully light, “Of course not.  I’m just making sure you understand the unpleasant reality of life with Theodosia.  Even her own husband committed suicide to escape it.”

 

It didn’t matter that Teddi’s features stayed placidly detached.  Her subtle sharp breath was the final straw for Jon. 

 

Veiled threats?  Fine.  Womanly cattiness?  Whatever.  But bringing Truman’s death into it was going too far. This family had jabbed enough voodoo pins into Teddi’s psyche before he arrived on the scene.  He sure as hell wasn’t going to allow it to happen right in front of him.

 

“Enough,” he declared tersely.  “It’s time for you to get in your car and drive the fuck away.  Now.”

 

All illusion of manners evaporated along with the idea that she looked anything like Teddi.  This bitch was ugly from the inside out, and it spewed out in a sewage fountain when she informed Jon, “Don’t say you weren’t warned.”

 

“Deidre,” Teddi spoke after the arrogantly strutting woman.  “Where did you hear such nonsense about Truman?”

 

Pausing with her fingertips on the door handle, she turned a predatory smile their way.  “From you, of course.  Enjoy this while you can, Theodosia, because Jon Bon Jovi will walk away from you just as surely as everyone else has.”

 


Friday, August 12, 2022

75 #HereWeGo

August 6, 2017

Teddi wiped down the counter for the third time, even though it didn’t need wiping.  The two miniscule coffee splatters had disappeared with the first pass of her cloth, but she still swiped it repetitively over the marble like a mindless and emotionless robot.    

 

Mindless and emotionless would be preferable to the abundance of thoughts and feelings that were steadily multiplying inside her.

 

Caffeine was partly to blame, since she was already on her third cup of coffee at seven in the morning.  Not a wise move to encourage the jitters without a single dose of anti-anxiety medication lurking in the house – and what in the world had possessed her to let that prescription go unfilled?  It had been challenging enough inside the walls of her own home, but with plans to venture out into the world, there was no way she’d survive.

 

You thought Tori would keep you distracted.

 

Yes, well that plan had gone to hell in a handbasket about three hours ago when she discovered a deeply regretful message from Tori, whose daughter was needed an emergency appendectomy during the night. 

 

Of course, Teddi sent the proper reassurance that all would be well with both Shea and the Hamptons while actually terrified that she didn’t have enough backbone to get through the trip without embarrassing herself and Jon.  To walk in the fringes of the spotlight that followed Jon wherever he went, all the way to the entrance of his private domain, where his children would be waiting to assess her worthiness as a companion for their father.

  

I should’ve stuck with decaf this morning.

 

“Hey.” 

 

Her hand paused in mid-swipe, and an reflexive smile formed for the man who clearly hadn’t combed his hair with anything other than his fingers.  Even in partially wrinkled clothes, he still looked good enough to eat with a spoon, and that stubble was almost a distraction from her inner turmoil.

 

Almost. 

 

“Good morning.  Can I fix you some coffee?”

 

“Sounds good.  You’re up earlier than I expected.”

 

They should both still be in bed since neither had dozed off in their post-orgasmic haze until after two o’clock.  The physical exertion alone should’ve left her unconscious for hours, but that wasn’t to be the case.  Gnawing trepidation and anticipation had woken her shortly after four and Tori’s message.  Even with his reassuring arm weighing heavy around her waist, Teddi couldn’t relax enough to go back to sleep, but she’d left him snoozing comfortably.

 

“I could say the same for you,” she remarked with forced cheer, taking her dishcloth back to the sink and folding it carefully over the edge before returning to the Keurig. 

 

“Mm.”

 

Thankful for something productive to do, she busied both mind and hands with locating the new French roast she’d ordered for him and popping it into the machine while he climbed onto a stool.  Jon leaned both forearms on the island with a gaze heavy enough for Teddi to feel as she carried out the mundane task.  Whatever he was thinking behind sleepy blue eyes – if anything – was kept to himself as the coffee maker chugged through its assignment. 

 

The silence stretched, unbroken as she delivered a steaming cup, placing it carefully on the surface in front of him.  When she tried to step back, a firm hand cuffed her wrist to prevent the retreat, and Teddi expected she was about to receive a lecture on relaxation.  But Jon didn’t offer chastising words.  He merely flipped her palm up to press a soft kiss in the center before releasing her. 

 

Surprised and touched, she clenched the sweet gesture in her hand like a talisman, willing it to ward off the worry over what lurked beyond her front door.

 

Last night, she’d mindlessly called him an asshole, knowing how far that description was from the truth.  He just didn’t dress reality up in fancy clothes, false propriety or barely veiled disdain.  He kept things honest and genuine, right down to the wordless support displayed in that kiss. 

 

It would be so easy to slide into the norm he perpetuated.  A life without subterfuge or fear of consequence, where family didn’t judge harshly or punish cruelly.  Where support was unconditional because it was fueled by…

 

She couldn’t – wouldn’t – finish the thought.

 

“I’m frightened, Jon.”

 

“I know,” he said evenly, with no evidence of either sympathy or judgment. “Just like you know there’s no real reason to be.  It’s nothing but a nice, relaxing trip to the beach.”

 

It wasn’t the beach trip that Teddi feared.  Okay, it was, but that’s not what drove her to admit the fear.  No, her more immediate concern was falling foolishly in love with this often brash, sometimes gentle man.  Of opening her heart and depending on him to step inside to fill the cracks.  Of being devastated when it was over.

 

But all that was too much to confess on a morning like this when her emotions were already on edge.  The corners of her mouth twitched into a polite shape of acceptance as she instead chose to follow the path he set.  “I hope you’re right.”

 

“I know I am.”  One shoulder dropped low as he reached into a cargo pocket on his shorts.  Whatever he removed remained hidden inside the loose fist he brought to the island counter.  “Remember me saying last night that I bought you something?”

 

“Now that you mention it, yes.” 

 

“Get that happy little sparkle outta your eye,” he ordered with dry humor.  “It’s a practical gift, not a pretty one.”

 

“The fact that you bought a gift at all is enough to warrant a sparkle.”

 

“Yeah, well, just remember it comes with good intention,” he cautioned before pushing the hidden treasure across the counter toward her.  “Sorry they didn’t have beige.  Gray was the best I could do.”

 

Taking in the thick, oblong box just bigger than a harmonica, she immediately noticed that this “gift” wasn’t wrapped in any way.  The packaging clearly revealed the contents, and upon seeing the photograph with the tag line “Calming Companion”, she got a lump in her throat.    

 

“It looks like an asthma inhaler,” Jon pointed out.  “So, if you feel like you need to use it, people will just think it’s asthma and not anxiety.  The lights and vibration are supposed to guide you back to normalized breathing.  It has a scented part, too, so that four senses are activated.  That’s supposed to distract you from the anxiety into a state of calm.”

 

Teddi blinked away a faint mist of tears, marveling that her heart could still beat after melting into a pile of goo.  It was arguably the most thoughtful gift she’d ever received.  Rather than simply demanding that she go join society like a “normal” person, he was supplying her with tools to support the journey. 

 

She was awed, grateful, and… so much more.

 

“It looks… amazing.  I can’t thank you enough.”

 

“I dunno about amazing,” he said with a wry chuckle.  “But maybe just knowing you have it will keep the nerves away.  Kinda like garlic warding off vampires.”

 

Just knowing he’d gotten for her would help, because come hell or high water, Teddi planned to walk through the front door this morning without ado.  She would hold her head high and act as though flying to the Hamptons with her celebrity companion to meet his grown children was an everyday occurrence.  She would handle herself with aplomb and composure that would make Grandmother Peabody proud. 

 

Jon deserved that.

 

“I suppose you would know a thing or two about that after portraying a vampire hunter.” 

 

His faint grimace was adorable, particularly when preceded by a sideways eye roll.  “Let’s not go there, m’kay?  Not my finest movie.”

 

Teddi wanted to deserve him, and if it meant a continual battle with her natural instincts to do that… so be it. 

 

That was easier said than done she found as they were walking from the private plane that had ferried them to Long Island’s east end.  The flight itself was fine, with only a tiny three-person crew that were very discreet, so she’d managed to stay calm.

 

To be honest, she’d stayed calm only because there was no opportunity to dwell on what lay ahead.  Jon had kept mind otherwise engaged by using conversation as a distraction.  He asked about the cookies she brought along, Tori’s daughter, and all the details of Teddi’s previous week that hadn’t come up during their text sessions.  They discussed what a bitch Deidre was, theorized on ways that she possibly could’ve gotten Esmerelda’s necklace, Kizzy’s inability to recall anything useful, and whether Pierce’s brother would be able to unearth any information. 

 

At one point, he even eased across the aisle for a kiss – one that wasn’t a prelude to anything.  Merely a kiss for the sheer pleasure of it. 

 

He made it seem like everything was perfectly normal, right down to the hand that folded around hers as they approached the terminal door.  It was a casual gesture made while chatting about how the small airfield had changed in the last few years – without fuss, as though he’d done it a million times before.  

 

Half-listening, she focused on the combined heat of their palms as it radiated gradually up her arm and into her nervous system.  His magic touch was about to be put to the test, because the infamous Chevelle was clearly visible in a nearby parking space.  There was no mistaking the young man who sat behind the wheel, skimming his phone while he waited. 

 

“You’ll like Jesse,” Jon told her as they stepped from air conditioning into the saltwater air.  “He’s good at making people feel comfortable.  Gets that from his mom.”

 

“You’re pretty good at it yourself,” she murmured, wishing for a free hand to wrap around her pendant.  Instead, she focused on the weight of the “inhaler” in her dress pocket. Before they left her house, she’d practiced using it enough times to feel confident in her ability to do so if the need arose. 

 

You don’t need it.

 

“You only think so because you’re still enamored with me.  Eventually, you’ll find me annoying as fuck.”

 

“Annoying as fuck, you say?” Jesse piped up, hopping from the convertible with a smile.  “As a matter of fact, you are, but we overlook it in order to inherit your royalties.”

 

“Impertinent little shit,” his father grumbled while releasing Teddi to put her bag in the back seat.  “Jess, meet Teddi.  Be nicer to her than you are me.”

 

“I’m nicer to everybody than I am you.  Hi, Teddi.  Jesse Bongiovi.  Great to meet you.” The young man stuck one hand up in a slight wave before stretching both her way.  “Can I take that box for you?  The one that looks suspiciously like baked goods?”

 

She swallowed the dry, painful lump clogging her airway and forced a smile.  “Are you any more trustworthy with cookies than your father?”

 

“I am not,” was his shrugging admission.  “The cookie gene is a ravenous one, but I do eat slow.  There should be a few left when we get to the house.”

 

It was hard not to be charmed by the unabashed honesty, and her smile came a bit more easily as she passed over the pink box.  “Since they were made with you in mind and using your wine, I suppose it’s only fair to give you first crack at them.  I can always make more if your brothers and sister would like some.”

 

“Uh, hello?  I like cookies,” Jon reminded, ushering her into the passenger seat while Jesse climbed into the back from the other side of the vehicle.

 

“But your metabolism isn’t what it used to be, old man.  Gotta watch that waistline.”

 

“You look in the mirror lately, kid?”

 

The taunting banter between father and son was so obviously filled with love that Teddi found herself a bit jealous of the boy.  She’d lost any opportunity for that when her mother died, and the void was filled with a lifetime of paranoid insecurity.  If the opportunity ever arose, she would point out to this young man just how lucky he was.

 

“Teddi, you won’t have to worry about making more.  The two little goofs left yesterday for their trip with Mom, and the cookie gene skipped Steph.  This looks like plenty for me and the old man.”

 

Curious eyes cut to the man who slid into the driver’s seat without looking her way.  “Jake and Romeo aren’t here in East Hampton?”

 

“Did I forget to tell you that?” a smirking Jon asked over the powerful growl of the Chevelle’s engine coming to life.  “They’re going with Dorothea to visit her sister.  Jess and Stephanie are headed back to the city this evening for short work weeks.  You’re stuck keeping me company until they all get back.”

 

So, Teddi only had to survive a few hours with his older children to earn the reward of alone time with Jon in the fabled house on Lily Pond Lane?  The knots in her midsection eased a fraction.  She could do a few hours.

 

Providing that Stephanie was as pleasant as her brother.